But for reals. I woke up having another 'fairy tale ending' dream which is a really shitty jolt into reality. I mean, a blow to the head, but I've gotten pretty numb to it. But THEN I find out SNOOOOW DAY, which means I didn't have to go to math running on insufficient sleep. So, go to lunch. Good things are pretty good. Roomie seems annoyed by me having friends but it so passive aggressive that she'd never straight up tell me, so maybe she isn't even mad/annoyed but either way I feel like a d-bag. I know I shouldn't but I can't stop it! So yesterday it sounded like I had pneumonia or bronchitis and with encouragement from my worried Mommy and friends we headed me to the hospital where I was checked out but ended up just having a goddamn cold. So I look like a retard and I feel like I put other people in a position where they had a crappy, boring time.
We went to Applebees which was yum, but citizen's bank switched to fucking visa and didn't tell me or give me a new card so my card didn't work and my really nice friend lent me money, and then lent me money again for my medicine prescription annnnd somewhere between CVS and the dorms my wallet disappeared. WELL. I called cvs and it was not found there so it's probably in my friend's car, but it was lame. On the brightside a snowball fight/adventure ensued On the downside I am bothered by one of my friends having just dumped her boyfriend of 3 years, hooked up with one guy, and already coming on to another. He's cute/has a cute personality and I just feel like I can never measure up for attention. DREADING v-day. And I just dropped my keys in the toilet.
I feel like an asshole, who can't take care of herself. The cutish kid in the above paragraph was upset about something but I am not a close enough friend to be useful. I feel like I'm worthless to other people. I know all that matters is that I'm doing things that I enjoy and trying to be a good person but I have so much love that I want to share and there is noone here I can share it with. (Any type of love).
Good things:
Snowday
Applebees
CoD
Medicine
Adventure
Bad things:
Lame dream
Molested at hospital and looked like an idiot
Made friends wait
Borrowed $13
Somehow lost my wallet somewhere
Jealous of Katie
Toilet Keys
Submit Artwork 
Manage Artwork 
Manage Journal 
Messages 
Watch List 
Settings 
Logout 
Upgrade 
Artwork
Watchers
On the downside I am bothered by one of my friends having just dumped her boyfriend of 3 years, hooked up with one guy, and already coming on to another. He's cute/has a cute personality and I just feel like I can never measure up for attention. DREADING v-day. And I just dropped my keys in the toilet.
Profile
Comments
33